The truth?

Too much downtime will cause a person to go insane. We think of ways to distract our time, it doesn't work. We think of ways to kill ourselves and we quickly stop those thoughts. We sit in silence hoping someone will speak to us...someone will care. The silence is deafening and the whirring of the air conditioning drives us mental. It takes us to a sleepy state; droll, drab, boring. We open our mouths and blasphemy spews from every crevice. Speak! You're too silent. But I couldn't. The truth would hurt. Fibbing seems the way to go, at the time.